Saturday, September 24, 2005
i forgot to blog abt psl orientation!
WELCOME NEW PSLS!
hope they enjoyed orientation. ok there was nothing much actually, i just hope they actually felt abit of the board spirit.
i think my guitar playing sucks. i have been using some warped hand position for the past 3 years. and its stuck with me. no matter howhard i try, i cant right the wrong.
I BLAME FRANKIE SHI
piss me off really. and now i realised i really havent been practicing, and all the weird etude rubbish shi's been teaching me, i cant play a single thing. its all my fault really.
and there's lesson today. later. sigh. i feel like just stopping everything. i feel so unaccomplished. i just feel
USELESS
have you ever felt like that before. my grades are dropping, my playing sucks, everything i was good at, not anymore.
i feel scared. what on earth is happening i think i've dropped into some hole and cannot get back out.
was supposed to be a happy entry somemore.
fang strumed violently
at 3:15 PM
-- this girl plays the guitar