Wednesday, September 28, 2005
BOYS CAUSE INTERPERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS AND DISTRACTIONS.heh comm meeting was amusing. so we dont get SCH anymore. its quite sad for me. but its ok, i performed at the bloody SCH before. plus this all just makes things alot easier for me.hmm its so weird how on their side everyone agrees with everyone. but on our side, me and ning have this view and all the others have different views. except for berny. hmm not sure if this is good or bad. but sigh its always nice to have ppl agreeing with you, even though its not really possible all the time. but it'll be hard for me to implement new ideas. and even get ppl to accept them.i consider myself RADICAL.i apologise to whoever i was cranky to, it really wasnt on purpose. i have lots of stuff to do, lots of things to settle, and alot on my mind.
fang strumed violently
at 3:43 AM
-- this girl plays the guitar
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i forgot to blog abt psl orientation!
WELCOME NEW PSLS!
hope they enjoyed orientation. ok there was nothing much actually, i just hope they actually felt abit of the board spirit.
i think my guitar playing sucks. i have been using some warped hand position for the past 3 years. and its stuck with me. no matter howhard i try, i cant right the wrong.
I BLAME FRANKIE SHI
piss me off really. and now i realised i really havent been practicing, and all the weird etude rubbish shi's been teaching me, i cant play a single thing. its all my fault really.
and there's lesson today. later. sigh. i feel like just stopping everything. i feel so unaccomplished. i just feel
USELESS
have you ever felt like that before. my grades are dropping, my playing sucks, everything i was good at, not anymore.
i feel scared. what on earth is happening i think i've dropped into some hole and cannot get back out.
was supposed to be a happy entry somemore.
fang strumed violently
at 3:15 PM
-- this girl plays the guitar
Thursday, September 22, 2005
oh well this is long overdue but still.terry fox was fun! i only ran 4km.. because the 8km one got cancelled! we squished into shauna's car. like really really sitting on top of each other.the fun part was AFTER the run. we did weird stuff like made a deeeep burrow. to find ground water. but we did find water but it was sea water. we were at the beach! and we named it the XINMIAO HOLE because it was her birthday! (:chicky is sand resistant!and the beach was so lang man, me and jo just HAD to get married. and after a few minutes after we got married, we had kids! juen the daughter, and xinmiao the son! muddy my daughter's friend, and kelly the grandma! dunno which side! but so scandalous hoho.we stayed in the water for super long. i can't swim eeeyer. we were carrying each other! so light! (: jo piggybacked me and i got quite horrified. like haha drown drown i'm drowning! ><hmm and now its thurs! and my msn's screwed. and physics due tmr! stress stress! ): WHY DO I ALWAYS START SO LATEEEEE.i never learn (:
fang strumed violently
at 9:10 PM
-- this girl plays the guitar
Friday, September 16, 2005
was really busy this few days. physics test was abit screwed la, but i think i aced my ss!
many many people are super stressed! liangxun you wouldnt see this, but CHEER UP! the deans are deciding your future, but dont fret k it'll be alright!
would like to congratulate all you new psls out there! haha most of you wouldnt see this anyway! val! tammy family (:! weiling! debbie! gracia! i'm proud of all of you! (: i hope i didnt miss out anyone else i knw!
oh i'm running the terry fox marathon! the 8km one! i'm quite excited frankly! so cool right 20 rounds! in sentosa! and on different gradients! its gonna be quite tough! especially when i'm running with muddy! bleh ALL HAIL MUDDY. muddy is super zai (x haah and juen too for that matter. nvm jolene and i will run sloww! we're not so pro!
fang strumed violently
at 4:20 AM
-- this girl plays the guitar
Friday, September 09, 2005
its sat. i feel like i havent done anything. what happened to my physics revision. what happened to all the grand plans of completing my homework, the yuedubaogaos, the long overdue jianbaos.i only studied ss. at least something.i got distinction for my guitar exam yay, but wth its 130. still, i'm convinced the examiner is deaf or sth. HOW CAN. i thought i screwed the whole thing up. but as you can see, males are more lenient then females hoho.i shall try for grade 7 or 8 next yr. i want to be pro. hmm.
fang strumed violently
at 5:55 PM
-- this girl plays the guitar
Saturday, September 03, 2005
teachers' day went well, is GLAD (:thanks fellow i/cs, huishan, runting and fel goh! we rock!acapella was really good, and bib's solo dance! bib dear, i'm proud of youu! and xiner too! and all the other SLs! my 102 darlings! SLs dance improved tremendously and everyone smiled and didnt look dao! i think they have bonded much through this. everyone was so high after the dance! hmm i think its so amazing, we're like looking at all the future prefects, the future leaders.its the sept hols already! i cant believe time has passed so fast. 10 weeks, just ZOOM and OVER.farewell's been postponed yet again, i think its really my fault that we didnt start early and now its being dragged and dragged later and later. haiyohoh before i forget HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY MR CHUA AND MR SHI! they'll nv see this but who cares. going to watch penguins on mon with fanfan and jean and i dunno who else. french version! zhongning doesnt have her ticket! WASTED LA. oh andval pay and xiner, happy teachers' day too! you're instructors now, TEACHERS. i hope i taught you enough, and i know you two are going to be much much better instructors than me! GO CONTINUE THE TEACHER LEGACY hoho. and haha no one wished me happy teachers' day so i shall wish myself. HA.enough rubbish for one morning!
fang strumed violently
at 10:01 AM
-- this girl plays the guitar
Friday, September 02, 2005
fang strumed violently
at 9:34 PM
-- this girl plays the guitar
